The Love Retrieval
Some things can only move in the presence of another human being.
A private, one-to-one 90-minute Zoom session with a Master Guide who listens, responds, and guides you in real time as you restore what you didn’t receive from your mother or father. You walk away lighter, clearer, and more at home in yourself.
“This was one of the more powerful tools I’ve ever experienced.” –Dr. Zach Bush, MD. Physician, 30+ years · after his own Love Retrieval
“This was one of the more powerful tools I’ve ever experienced.” –Dr. Zach Bush MD, physician 30+ years · after his own Love Retrieval
If you've watched the show, you already know the process.
The sessions you've seen, the ones where someone traces a lifelong pattern back to a single moment, and something in them visibly softens, that's a Love Retrieval Experience, facilitated live.
This is how you can experience that process for yourself, in private. Your story. Your root. Your turn in the chair.
The thing on the surface is rarely about the thing on the surface.
The fight about the dishes is rarely about the dishes. The jealousy isn't really about them. The anxiety that shows up in love has usually been with you far longer than the person you love.
Underneath the activation is a feeling. Underneath the feeling is a compressed emotional memory. And inside the memory is a younger you who learned how to protect themselves a long time ago, and has been living with outdated stories and patterns ever since.
Your body remembers what hasn't been fully witnessed. It holds those moments, waiting. The Love Retrieval Experience is a gentle, structured way to let those memories come to light, and to complete what they've been waiting for.
Not to fix you. There's nothing wrong with you.
The medicine is being seen.
“Rarely in my life have I felt so safe being seen. The sessions helped me be present witness to my own suffering in a way that years of therapy has not, in part because they don't seek to change or fix anything. There is an underlying aura of compassion and acceptance that is healing all of its own volition.”
— Tiffany
What happens in a Love Retrieval
Your guide opens the space and settles you in. There's no rush. Time slows down.
You bring forward something recent, an activation, a fight, a fear, a pattern you keep watching yourself repeat. Whatever is most alive.
Then, gently, you follow it back. Using our emotional mapping process, your guide walks you through the chapters of your life, and the memories surface on their own. The same feeling, showing up at 30, at 22, at 15, at 6. Different people, different decades, one thread.
And when you revisit experiences that are unresolved, the moment the protective story or pattern began, the retrieval begins. Your guide supports you in liberating the memory. You meet the version of you that needed protection in that moment, with love, at last. The unfinished experience finally finishes. And something that's been frozen for decades comes home.
People consistently tell us the same thing afterward:
I've been in therapy for years and never got here.
“The experience took me back to a memory I literally hadn't thought of in probably 25 years. That root of not being good enough. Now I recognize it and I can pull myself back. Before, I would fight to the death to defend myself. Now I know where to put my energy. I know I'm good enough.”
— Kristie
“To have someone bear witness to a whole bunch of things about me. To say all those things out loud, have them heard, and mirrored back to me. I almost can't describe why that's good, but it felt really profound. There are things I've never said to anyone, and just being heard was incredible. I felt seen, heard, and validated. My intention has always been to come home to myself, to be whole. I feel like this is happening now.”
— Emil D.
The Human Element
Held by a human. This is the part AI can't do.
The Love Map shows you the pattern, and awareness is powerful medicine.
But there's a layer of this work that only happens between two nervous systems. Being held in the presence of another human being while you process what you've never let yourself feel. Letting your most protected parts be witnessed, and finding out that nothing bad happens. That you're still loved. That you were never too much.
That can't happen alone, and it can't happen with AI. It happens in the field between you and someone trained to hold you there.
During your Love Retrieval experience, your guide pulls from dozens of tools and frameworks that the moment calls for. Going back for the younger you. Re-patterning at the root, where the story began. Letting the body release what it's been holding. The empathetic witness, a nervous system beside yours, keeping you safe enough to feel it all. Seeing what happened through new eyes.
All of it held by guides who invested thousands of hours in their own deep work before they ever held anyone else's.
“Having someone hold space for me is something I've never really experienced, at least not in the way my guide did. Kindness, patience, encouragement, love, and serenity. I was amazed at how much lighter and freer I felt after our session.”
— Molly
“I'm really blown away by this experience. The session was very powerful, with my spaceholder offering some feedback and insights that were unexpected and illuminating. I am honestly shocked by how much has come up and how effectively it appears to be clearing.”
— Danielle
Even if you've done years of work.
Many of the people who sit with us have already done a lot. Therapy, coaching, plant medicine, decades of self-inquiry. They come because something still isn't moving.
“I've been a transformational guide for nearly 30 years and I'm stunned by the potency of this process. More was revealed to me in this 90-minute session than I'd gotten to over all these years.”
— Jade
“I have been in the healing space for over a decade and worked with some of the top modalities in the world. But I felt this experience was one of my top three ever. It was profound. I was not sure what to expect going in but to process these deep emotions and experiences and be able to witness myself was massive. I am so grateful.”
— Chelsea
“One session was the equivalent of possibly decades of therapy. I felt embraced and seen and heard, and I could open up, and it was safe.”
— Lisa
What's included in your Love Retrieval Experience
Your Love Map.
Our AI-guided deep interview, included with every Retrieval. Some people do their map before the experience and bring what it surfaced. Others do it after, as integration. Either way, it's yours.
Your preparation guide.
A simple guide to ready your space, your body, and your heart, so you get the most out of your Love Retrieval.
Your 90-minute live experience.
Held on Zoom with a Master Guide.
Your integration plan.
A follow-up plan for the days after, so what opened keeps unfolding, and what you retrieved stays home.
Who holds you
You will be matched with Raj or Natalie based on availability. Have a preference? Tell us when you book and we will do our best. Both hold the same method and standard of attunement, confidentiality, and care.
Raj Jana
Master Guide
Creator of the Love Map & Love Retrieval Experience, refined across more than a thousand facilitated sessions. 10,000+ hrs doing his own love retrieval work. His presence drops you into such a deep space of safety that the parts of you holding on lose their grip.
Natalie Adele
Master Guide
A former Nurse Practitioner whose path led from medicine to a five-year pilgrimage in the jungles of Costa Rica, and into deep study of Kundalini yoga, ceremony, and embodiment. Her presence holds a field so safe that the parts of you that have been bracing finally let go.
As we grow, every guide who joins this team will be trained personally by us, in the same method, to the same standard: deep attunement, complete confidentiality, and the unwavering belief that there is nothing wrong with you.
“The guides give off a lot of safety and comfort. I don't feel like that very often with people. This experience was an eye-opening turning point where everything just came together.”
— Gabriela
“These sessions have been a transformative part of my healing journey. The space holders are skilled at letting your own body lead the session, and now that I've done three sessions, it seems that whatever wants to be let out is the thing that will come up. Every space holder I have had was professional, warm and felt safe.”
— Client reflection
“I always feel much better after I have my sessions. The guides have been wonderful, and I felt extremely safe and respected during both sessions. These experiences are truly cathartic and have helped me tremendously in my healing journey. I am grateful to have this at my fingertips, especially during this difficult time.”
— Client reflection
Before your session
When you book, we'll ask you a few short questions, what's bringing you, what's alive right now, anything your guide should know. Two minutes. It helps your guide prepare a space that's ready for you before you ever arrive.
The invitation
You've seen the pattern. You've named it. You've watched it keep happening anyway.
The missing piece was never more information. It was being witnessed at the root.
Choose a time · $39790 Minutes · Live With a Master Guide · Love Map Included
“I went in expecting something completely different. I have been in therapy of all kinds for 12+ years, but I felt like I made as much progress in this one session. Therapy showed me those places exist. My guide led me to places where I could truly start to heal.”
— From a client's first experience